My feeling
This post was written when I was having my exam.
Date :30.04.2009
Exam has nearly come to the end. There are 3 more papers to go; the feeling of mine now is conflict. From one angle of view, I wish exam can end it right now; from another angle of view, I wish to maintain this moment as I know I will be leaving KTSN in another 7 days. I will only sleep another 7 days in KTSN’s mattress. I will only be the resident of E408 for another 7 days. After that, I totally need to remove and shift out all my belonging back to my home. This is sort of like conflict feeling for me, I admitted that I am an emotion person especially a place that I really sent my one year here.
After these 7 days, I wouldn’t be the resident of E408. A room that left so many memories and a space that I started to train to be independent. I have once experience to stay away from home that is when working in Genting. However, the feeling is totally different. In KTSN, I can easily find someone to chat with and spend my days there. I can lock myself in my room to just concrete study and read my notes. This can last for 10 hours in a day. What’s an amazing record in my life! At home, I never have the record to study about more than 3 hours unless exam. The most will be 5 hours.
E408 is a room of mine, I treated it as my second home and now I will forever leaving this room without return. Right now, I could say treasure the remaining days in KTSN. Make the best memories in KTSN, another advantage which I found when stay in KTSN is I able to go jogging easily without any hesitate. It is just right in front of our college there is a big Titiwangsa lake. I could jog anytime when I feel like extremely saturated of studying. Hence, kind of like leading a healthy lifestyle here.
The mood of my now not really bad or happy, a normal feeling and wish to finish study my epidemiology and genetic as well as my biochemistry lab test as soon as possible. For the previous days, I did not have much to comment, just stay cool with me and wish me best of luck in my exam. And for my friends who are having exam, good luck to you too.
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